The wait continues

So today was my day off and well did what I said before....did the laundry, feed moms plants, make bunchys of phone calls, and took care of nephew.

Very unproductive day that this day was

My mom called from the hospital I was like "how ya doing mom" and she very nicely put "Did you know they are cutting my ribcage open? Oh and please put the pineapples in the fridge" I think she was full of drugs on that phone call but that didnt make me less nervous on what the heck is going on. I'm just getting bits and pieces and as much as I would love to visit my mom =( work to be done at home is needed cause I know my mom loves her job and wants me to man the fort while she is gone. As stubborn as she is (which is where I got it from) I wouldnt want people visiting me at the hospital and rather have em get things done then the looks of pity and awkward silences . Least that is my mentality on the subject

Her boss called me today and he tried ta send flowers n stuff but since my mom is like in surgery mode/recovery no visitors (but family) or flowers allowed atm so we all gots to wait. Apparently she had bypass surgery which was a lot more then said blood clot. That little run on the treadmill physical open up to the potential heart attack that sent her on her way to hospital. So one simple check up became a full on thing...but I am kinda glad it happen while she was already in a medical facility and not some random place or worse home alone.

I do thank my many friends for support. As much as I do hate being the only body in this house at the moment...it gives me a freedom of thought to not think about the current situation and let me sulk and stress in my own way...maybe not healthy but least I dont stress as much as I should.

Going to be working all week long for the next 5 days =( T.O.M. is a constant pain. I know my mom will be kept at the docs for couple more days so until then I will try to zen out as much as possible and not bring home matters to work